No One Here Gets Out Alive

A girl walking by
Legs like twigs
Walking skeleton
Walking death
I gasped when I saw her
And wished so hard that it hurt
That I looked like her
My sensuous thighs
My heaving breasts
I reek, ooze, thrust
Sexuality
Its in your face
His face
Everyone's fucking face
Wishing I was that small
Shrink the sexuality right out of me
Nothing left in my puny body
No sex, no soul
But I'm too indulgent
Eating constantly
Beer to inebriate the blood
And memories
Coursing through my veins
Alcohol just burns less
Sensuous, indulgent
Female
Christianity like a skin
That I can't shed
For I am the woman who tempts
Not the goddamn snake that started it all
Sensuous.  Food.  Sex.
Oozing out of me.
Blood in my veins.
Yearning to drip out
Electrolitic Memories
Alcohol....
Alcohol...